Why

laavienrosee:

You made me feel like I’m the happiest girl alive. You made me feel wanted. You made me feel that we can rule the world together just you and me. Why did you stop?

I was scared to be in love. I was and still do think I’m a weirdo and a burden to everyone. I was afraid that people couldn’t handle me well. But then, you came into my life and somehow changed everything. Why did you stop?

You encourage me that you will stay and leaving will be the last thing you’ll do. You persuaded me to not overthink about us because you will always love me and will never leave me. You asked me not to leave you and told me you needed me in your life. Why did you stop?

I’m a difficult girl. I’m a girl who overthinks alot. A girl who will cry at random nights. A girl who is too afraid to show that she loves you because she’s scared that you don’t like her affection. A girl who is insecure 24/7. A girl who is having a really bad anxiety. To top it all off, I’m a girl that no one can handle.

Maybe just maybe - those are the reasons why you stopped.

-nf